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I finally got my 16th birthday present today.

a piercing in my right and left ears above the ones I already have on my lobe. got it done at Claire's and I'm not really happy with them because one is lower than the other. D:

but! I went to another place, Black Star Professionals and got one in the upper part of my right ear and it's sooo purdy. ♥ I like that one the most.

and I hope the lopsided thing isn't very noticeable.

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cheerful cheerful
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School starts tomorrow. o.o
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calm calm
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The surgery went good I guess. If you consider being alive a good thing. My face is all swollen. And the surgeon did something that made my left nostril get all messed up. So if it doesn't fix itself or if he doesn't fix it, my mom will sue him. But it might not be better before school. And I'm feeling very self-concious about it.

Which makes me depressed. Which I have been for the past while after my surgery.

Some good things are that my family is trying to cheer me up. Even Joey is.

I guess that's it...

♥ Amber

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crappy crappy
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So yeah, today I played Perfect Dark with Meagan... I killed her a couple times and since my name on the game was RAINBOWS, when I killed her it said 'Killed by RAINBOWS' on her screen. It was funny. X3 Death by rainbows. Once we'd played Pop A Cap, King of the Hill, and Hold the Briefcase two times each, we got bored and laid on the living room floor spazzing out... We were laughing a lot because I was like "Whaddaya wanna do?" and she said "IAnlgajgda" And I was like "NOOOOO!"

You would've had to have been there. e.e;

Anyway, after that we went and walked to the mall... where we went to Liquidation World and Value Village, basically looking at all the junk we couldn't buy because we had no money. I had fun playing with the old school cameras. They were really cool. < 3

Then we came home... I showered and packed my bags for the hospital. I'm bringing all the necessary stuff, plus books and sketchpads and such... I'm nervous, I guess. It's weird. I'll probably freak out a lot tomorrow. I have to get up at like 5:45 and go to the hospital for 6:30. WISH ME LUCK WITH MY SURGERY! I'll be in there for a couple days. Probably not more than two.

Sheepie showed me this awesome site... www.di.fm. Now I've been listening to the Happy Hardcore station forever. XD It's awesome.

♥ Amber
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blank mixed emotion
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I didn't really do too much today... Angie called my house when I was sleeping and told my mom to tell me to call her back. Even though I didn't have her phone number. So after a bit of asking other people I know on MSN, I got it and she asked me to go to the movies with her. =] We went and saw Accepted. The movie about the people making up a fake college. It was a funny movie. < 3 With a good moral, too.

Then I came home and was on the computer and such. Watered the garden. Back on the computer.

That was my day. =P

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tired tired
Current Music:
The Minstrel's Prayer by Cartel
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I went to see Talladaga Nights: The Ballad of Ricky Bobby today with Meagan. XD I was all cute wearing tightish black pants that end half-way below the knee, and a long white shirt and my new black and white, converse look-a-like shoes. < 3

Anywho, we went and saw the 4:10 show and it was awesome 'cause there were only like 8 other people in the big Cineplex theatre with us. And it was sooo funny. I can't even tell how funny it was because I can't remember the parts that were funny. It was just FUNNY. XD

I love Will Ferrell. He is awesome. There's another movie that he's starring in coming out this Fall and I wanna see it.

That is basically what I did today. n.n;

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amused amused
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I'll start by saying that on the weekend I had loads of fun hanging out with my cousins and stuff at the family reunion. The reunions are really quite pointless. I don't hang out with anyone new... just the cousins and people I see all the time. XD But I hung out with my cousins... and then we went to my aunt's campground and went swimming. Matt, Ryan, Donnie, Amanda and I all played a game in the water. It was reaaally freezing, though. I was cold for the rest of the night. After that, we sat around the fir and roasted marshmallows and hot dogs with these metal rods. I accidently touched the rod to my bottom lip and burnt it. >> And my cousins kept jumping out at me from the forest and stuff because I heard sounds in the forest and was scared of the 'forest monkey' as they called it. XD

The next day {Sunday} I basically watched Narnia, went for a bike ride, and visited my family more. Then I left and went home and slept. n.n

Monday morning I woke up and went to see Dr. Kiruluta [or however her name is spelled] about my acid reflux and stuff. She prescribed me the Nexium again [even though they're not working] until I go to see an acid reflux specialist. He/she will take over now since I guess my condition is getting worse, since my medication isn't working. The doctor she referred is to is gonna put a tube down my throat and look around for anything wrong. ;-;

Dr. Kiruluta also told me the results of my blood test... which was to test if my insulin level to see if it had gone down since March of last year when I was fatter. When I weighed xx amount of pounds, I had an insulin level of like... 225 when the normal level is like 210. So that was okay. But since I've lost like 10 lbs, we were testing to see if my insulin would go down. But no... it was 722 when the normal is 210. Yep. Very bad. So she referred me to a doctor specialising in insulin resistance diabetes, which I probably have and will have to go on medication. Diabetes is heriditary. My vavo has it and my cousin has insulin resistance diabetes as well.

So yeah, those were the bad news. Two bad health problems...

Today I danced around and stuff... and I read half of a driver's ed book so I can get ready to try and get my learner's permit. I also practiced my flute. Boringish day, I guess. XD

Anyways, that's what's going on in my life.

[Edit:] Oh yeah, Dr Tomlak [my surgeon] called today and my surgery has finally been rescheduled for Monday, August 21st.
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hungry hungry
Current Music:
DQ Blizzard by MC Chris
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Bleh. Life is hard. It sucks. I want more friends. I want more CLOSE friends. The only person I spend time with basically is my friend Meagan. Other people I just talk to during classes in school and what not. They all hang out with one another out of school, but I'm not close with them so I'm not invited. And it'd be weird to all of a sudden call them now and ask to hang out when I haven't done so in the whole like... 4 years of me knowing them. Ugh. I just really wish I was more social... because I really feel like a huge loner.

Plus, on the internet there aren't very many people I talk to a lot anymore. We ran out of things to say.

So at the moment I am not happy at all.

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crappy crappy
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So on Sunday night I slept over at Meagan's house. We watched Monty Python: The Meaning of Life, which was reaaally weird. o.o And we also watched the first DVD of Samurai 7. I LOVE KATSUSHIRO. < 3 We then played Need For Speed Underground: II, but got depressed because we kept losing all the races. ;-; So we thought that we'd play Mario Kart: Double Dash instead because we've already beaten that game... but no. We sucked at that game for some reason too and got depressed. So we decided to just go to bed. XD At like 2ish.

Ummm, yeah. I picked plums yesterday. X3 And that's about all!

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calm calm
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